KATHERINE LAVOZ*: DISTURBED BLOGGER <|3

WHAT A SATURDAY NIGHT . . . ATE A BIG OL' BOWL OF MANGU ( A DOMINICAN BREAKFAST MIND YOU LOLX ) AND WATCHED FIGHT CLUB W/ FIFOLINN I SWEAR HE'S THE BEST PUSSY I COULD'VE EVER!! ASKED FOR DUDE BE MADD HUMAN-ISH I DIDN'T SPEND A WHOLE WEEK AT MY HOUSE & WHEN I SAT DOWN TO CHECK MY EMAIL'S HE SITS NEXT TO ME AND FREAKN HUGS MY LEG LOLX I KNOW I KNOW YOU GUYS MUST BE LIKE THIS BITCH LYING I SWEAR IF I HAD MY DAMN CAMERA RIGHT NEXT TO ME YOU WOULD'VE BEEN CRACKING UP SHXT WAS MADD FUNNY. HE'S TOO CUTE. BUT YEAH HERE I AM LISTENING TO "DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL- BY MONICA" LOLX STRAIGHT MADD EMO YEAH DUDE ISSUES BOOOOOO BUT; YEAH IT'S DEFF ONE OF THOSEEE DAYSSS A GIRL GOES THREW. . . . BUT I WAS GOING THREW A COUPLE BLOGS TODAY & ONCE AGAIN ONE TOUCHED ME LIKE HIT THE RIGHT SPOT IDK I JUST REALLY DETEST WHEN PEOPLE TALK ABOUT CERTAIN ISSUES AND CRITICIZES AS IF THEY BEEN IN THEM SHOES IDK. SHE DID HAVE A POINT IN ONE PART BUT THEN NO.... THE WHOLE TOPIC WAS ABOUT GIRL'S GETTING ABUSED AND HOW GIRLS ARE STUPID TO STICK AROUND , IF A NIGGA HIT HER SHE'LL DO THIS AND THAT. HONESTLY SHE IS RIGHT IN A GIRL BEING STUPID IN STAYING. YES! TOTALLY UNDERSTANDABLE BUT; THEIRS MANY REASONS WHY A CHICK STAYS MAJOR PART IS LOVE . I CAN RELATE YES THIS IS VERY OPEN OF MYSELF TO TALK ABOUT THIS STRONG TOPIC WHICH STILL HURTS ME AT TIMES LIKE JUST THE THOUGHT. BUT, I WAS IN A STRONG/ LONG RELATIONSHIP THAT I TOOK THIS ABUSE FOR A WHILE TOO TILL ONE NIGHT SUMMER 2007 I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT WHEN I GOT IT AS IF I WAS A SIX FOOT TWO GROWN MAN. COULDN'T GO OUT FOR 31/2 MONTHS THAT'S HOW BAD THEM PUNCHES FUCKED UP MY FACE. WHEN IT HAPPENS FOR THE FIRST COUPLE TIMES YOU TAKE IT THEN STARTS HURTING YOU SOO BAD LIKE YOU REALLY WANNA PRESS THE TRIGGER . CRAZY CUZ I USE TO BE THE MAIN ONE TO CRITICIZE ONE OF MY COUSINS TILL I WAS IN THEM DAMN SAME SHOES LIKE ILL KILL A MOTHA FUCKA IF HE DARED AND SO FORTH NO YOU WONT SHIT HURTS SO BAD NOT ALL THAT PHYSICALLY BUT EMOTIONALLY THE MOST ITS LIKE U EAT THEM SHITS BUT IN TEARS. YOUR JUST SOOO SHOCKED THAT YOU CANT REACT BECAUSE YOUR BABY YOUR ALL IS REALLY DOING THIS LIKE WHY? IT WASN'T ALWAYS YELLING & FIGHTS ONLY WHEN HE DRANK I HATED THOSE NIGHTS. I WASN'T SCARED NOTHING JUST STAYED BY HIS SIDE DUE TO HOPE MAYBE JUST MAYBE ONE DAY HELL CHANGE LOVE THAT'S WHY. SCARED NA BUT YEAH THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS BLOG IS JUST SHE SAID SHE FELT NO SYMPATHY CUZ GIRLS WHO GET ABUSED ARE STUPID , THAT SHE WOULD HIT A NIGGA IDK I FELT SOME TYPE OF WAY LIKE I'M NOT ASKING NO ONE TO FEEL ALL BAD AND SHIT FOR ME CUZ AINT NO NEED FOR ALL THAT I'M ONE STRONG ASS BITCH AND I'M THANKFUL FOR ALL I'VE BEEN THREW JUST DON'T SIT HERE AND CRITICIZE AND TALK SMACK IF YOU NOT INSIDE A POOR GIRLS HEAD NOR EVER BEEN THREW SOMETHING SO PAINFUL. MANY REASONS MANY FEMALES ACROSS THE WORLD PUT UP WITH THIS IS BACUSE LOVE, FEAR IN LOSING THEIR LIVES, SOME MAY HAVE NO MONEY TO SUPPORT THEM SELF'S ( WHICH I FIND CRAZY BUT, THAT'S ONE REASON AS WELL ) , TO KEEP A FAMILY FOR THEIR CHILDREN , THE LIST CAN GO ON . . SHIT'S JUST ALWAYS EASIER SAID THAN DONE. WALK AWAY BITCH BLAZEBLAH NA LIVE IT THEN TALK. THANKFULLY I WALKED AWAY BUT, I STILL TALK TO THE DUDE HAVE MADD LOVE FOR HIM HE'S MY FIRST LOVE AND THAT AINT NEVER GONNA CHANGE BUT HIM GETTING LOCKED UP & ANGER MANAGEMENT CLASSES AND ALCOHOLIC CLASSES DEFF HELPED HIM HE NOW CONTROLS HIS ANGER EVERYTHING VERY WELL THEIRS ALWAYS A SOLUTION TO IT ALL PEOPLE DO CHANGE YOU KNOW NOT ALL BUT SOME VERY SMALL AMOUNT "/ BUT YEAHHH JUST HAD TO TAKE THAT OFF MY CHEST. JUST REMEMBERED IT'S HIS BDAY TODAY LOLS WELL IT HIT 12 ALREADY SO IT WAS SO SHOUT OUT TO LOSO* BIG OL 2-4! HE PROBABLY DRINKING HIS ASS OFF NOW LOLS OR AT A TITI BAR WOO0-HOO0 . . ...WELL THOSE WERE MY THOUGHTS TODAY I WONDER IF I MADE ANY SENSE LOLS. OX<3