BECKHAM NEWISH

HER NEW JEANS SO LIKE THEM SIMPLE YET HOT

BUNDLES OF JOY*

STARTING TO SHOW NO MORE FLAT STOMACH :]
IT'S AMAZING HOW I REALLY HAVE A LITTLE PERSON
IN ME IT WAS A BIG SHOCK BUT; NEVER DID I EVER SAY
DAMN THIS IS SOMETHING I'VE WANTED FOR A WHILE
&IN GODS HANDS EVERYTHING WILL GO BEYOND GREAT.
12 WEEKS AS PREDICTED BUT; AT MY FIRST ULTRA SOUND
MONDAY I'LL KNOW EXACTLY HOW FAR ALONG I AM.
I HAVE A LOT OF SUPPORT &A LOT OF CRITICISM BUT AT
THE END ALL THAT I REALLY CARE ABOUT IS MY PARENTS,
MY MOTHER IN LAW , MY HUNNY , & CLOSE FAMM & OF
COURSE MY GAL'S WHICH ARE BEING SO GREAT WITH ALL
THIS. THE REST CAN GO KICK ROCKS THANK YOU :]

BTW; HAPPY TURKEY DAY MAY EVERYONE ENJOY Q.T WITH
THEIR LOVED ONES AND EAT HEALTHY HEALTHY HEALTHY !

BEEGAGA- OO LA LA..

OBSESSION. <3

GAGA-KITTY<3

I once surrounded myself around a bunch of pretentious children, I reckon at that moment I was a little bit blase of myself.

I'm high and I'm happy and I'm free
I got my whole heart
Laid out right in front of me
And I finally can see
The way it's always been
The need for peace
Starts from within

So I leave my possessions to the wind
And I'm done with ever wanting anything
Well I can die satisfied
No desires do I hide
Not today, not today
Nor for the next one thousand lives

HIS EYES SO VILE.

--IDK I LIKE THIS SONG <3

FALL SO FAR :]

-Halloween wen't pretty well sad i left my camera at Krystal's house ( sniffles ) but;
my dear friend took one quick snap of me and my hunny ( geeky nerd &* his french escort )
lol what a night hilarious many thing's happend that night that i cannot kiss & tell to hahaha
crazy night we started it early on Fri. at this Frat party we all got so trashed that the group
that came out with us the next day on Boo day we all didn't go out boooo! lol so we pretty
much stayed in at Hubby's apartment & watched hella movies huggies & kissies all night
for me which i sooo adore. and the last two pic's just a quick outing with the best.

NO SOUL IN HIS EYES.

idk i just felt her pain straight got teary eyed and straight thought every word she would answere crazy!! ``it's the scar in you he CANNOT UNDERSTAND THEY WONT EVER! this is very true till this day my ex thinks omg that's old as i heard but who has to live on with this nightmare but like Rihanna said "Come out of the situation look at it third person for what it really is & then make your decision because love is so blind." yup yup very true life goes on she also said EFF lovee but i gave it another chance all dudes aren't the same all i know i'll be dammed if another put's his hands on me ...

SIGHSSS

What ill give to have my baby in my arms right about now =/ work is really taking all
of my time which is good but, gosh it's taking my time w. my other half. sucks
sleeping at night with out his huggies i so adore. really anxious for this weekend and next
can't believe our anniversary is right around the corner how time fliesss i love him soo much well ta-ta
must force myself to sleep xox

OOO LA-LA

Perla & Myla are the brands of these
Beauty's man o man i'm ga-ga drooling
over these i swear i can just wear this
and call it a day. I really have this incredible
obsession w. lingerie and it quite scares me
i really MUST leave the mall every time
i go with either a bra or sexy undies =x

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.

HEDY LAMARR I FIND HER BEYOND GORGEOUS
READING AN ARTICLE TODAY ABOUT; HER MADE
ME REALIZE HOW LUCKY WE ARE AS FEMALES
TODAY TO ACTUALLY WRITE SOMETHING AND BE
NOTICED SAY SOMETHING & THE LIST GOES ON
YES SHE WAS KNOWN FOR BEING A SPY CATCHER /
SHOPLIFTER BUT I LOVEE HER ALTHOUGH SHE
LIVED A SAD LIFE SHE WAS A SMART ONE.. I JUST
FELL INLOVE W. HER BEAUTY IT'S BREATH TAKING.

--ALSO FOUND SOME OTHER DIVA'S FROM THAT TIMEE.. <3

``GRETA GARBO & THE LAST TWO `` MARLENE DIETRICH

MY FORTUNE

TODAY'S FORTUNE COOKIE SAID ``THE SECRET OF GETTING AHEAD
IS GETTING STARTED `` .. HMMM. ON MY WALK BACK HOME FROM
WORK I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT CERTAIN THING'S I'M
SLACKING ON THIS IS A SIGN DEFINITELY GETTING TO IT.

I RATHER WEAR FUR THEN BE NAKED

AHH THANK GOD I'M FULLY READY WITH THE COATS THIS YEAR I CAN'T GET
ENOUGH OF MY FUR ONE! I'M THINKING OF MAYBE GETTING ANOTHER ONE
THEIR THE BEST AND VERY COZY/ WARM :] BUT; WHAT I DO REALLY REALLY
RALLY REALLY WANT IS A FUR HAT LIKE THE FIRST PIC CAN'T WAIT TO GET
MY HANDS ON ONE OF THOSE.

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE!

SO YEAH WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH THE CAKES* AND SAW PARANORMAL ACTIVITY & IT SUCKED BIG TIME I THINK THE ONLY INTERESTING THING WAS THE TRAILERS I FELL INLOVEEE WITH THESE MOVIES AND JUST CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM IN OF COURSE " THE LOVELY BONES " & " SHUTTER ISLAND" THE OTHER TWO I'VE KNOWN FOR A WHILE WERE COMING OUT BUT JUST STILL CAN'T WAIT. :D BUT YEAH REALLY WAS DISAPPOINTED IN THIS MOVIE MANY WERE MAKING IT BIGGER THAN IT REALLY WAS LIKE I WAS CREEPED OUT AT TIMES LIKE BAE* DID YOU SEE THAT, BUT TO ME WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF 8 BUCK$$ YEAH WE WENT EARLY NOTHING TO DO PFF. BUT WEEKEND WAS A WASTE RAINED MOST OF THE TIME AND HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING WELL JUST CAN'T KEEP NOTHING IN MY TUMMY =X SO NOTHING INTERESTING JUST SICKIES AND W. MY BOOBIE CUDDLES CUDDLES CUDDLES.

SHE WOLF

2009 -NOV. ISSUE
SHE LOOKS BEYOND
AMAZING MI SHAKIRA*
LINDA LOVEEE HER!!

LOVEE AND WAR

AT TIMES I HATE FIGHTING WITH MY OTHER HALF BUT;
AT TIMES IT'S THE BEST I TRULY GET TO SEE THE FEELINGS
HE HIDES SO DEEP DEEP INSIDE. YEP I GOT THE KEEP IT ALL IN
TYPE OF GUY TILL HE GOES PSYCHO ON ME AND THREATENS MY LIFE
LOL IT'S HILARIOUS AT TIMES. THEN TO THE MAKE-UP SEXXxx IT'S
AMAZING. BUT AT TIMES HATE THE KEEP IT ALL IN BECAUSE HE
ALWAYS HAS ME GUESSING AND I HATE THAT DAMN IKKY FEELING.
MAKES ME END UP LOOKING LIKE THE PSYCHO READY TO BANG BANG!

HALLOWEEN IS ALMOST HERE! :D

STORIES

INDESCRIBABLE FEELINGS I KEEP INSIDE INDESCRIBABLE PAIN THAT COMES ABOUT . EACH TEAR HAS A STORY OF ITS OWN I RATHER KEEP DEEP INSIDE. LOCKED AWAY ENCOUNTERING HATE, ANGER , WISDOM .. WISHING I CAN JUST TURN MY BACK TO IT WISHING IT WOULD GO AWAY BUT HAUNTS ME. MIGHT IT KNOW I'M TRYING TO AVOID IT FORGET IT ? WHAT IS IT ? IS ALL I REPEAT TO MYSELF. THESE FOUR WALLS CLOSING IN THE CEILING BEING MY ONLY FRIEND I LOOK AT DROWNING MYSELF IN MORE STORIES. JUST ASKING THE ONE I TURNED MY BACK ON MANY YEARS AGO LOSING HOPE ON HIM TO GIVE ME STRENGTH TO KEEP ME GOING. FAKE SMILES I'M FORCED TO GIVE HATING TO BE QUESTIONED. MORE AND MORE PROBLEMS ISSUES LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE IS A PUZZLE I WISH TO UNDERSTAND DAILY. . . . JUST WHY? BUT THEN I SIT BACK WHIP AWAY THE STORIES OFF MY CHEEKS AND SMILE AND WALK AWAY BUILDING MORE AND MORE AND THE CHAIN CONTINUES....
BY; ME*

SEXY NAKED

BESIDES BEING NAKED ;
I CANT GET ENOUGH OF
LINGERIE HAS BECOME
AN ADDICTION TO SHOP
FOR ; FOR QUITE A
WHILE NOW =X

POWDER BLUE