1.28.2009

SISTERLY TIME. . .


NEW YORK HERE I COME I HAVEN'T VISITED THE CITY IN A WHILE BEING A CORN UP MY BOYFRIENDS ASS J/K JUST YOU KNOW IM IN LOVE & ENJOY SPENDING QUALITY TIME WITH HIM THAT'S ALL LOL. BUT YEAH I DECIDED TO GET AWAY FROM THESE DAMN LAME'S IN NEW JERSEY JUST SO MUCH IS GOING ON AND OBVIOUSLY I HAVE A SET OF HATER'S THAT ARE TRYING TO DO THE BEST THAT THEY CAN TO TRY & KNOCK ME AND FUCK UP MINE & THE BOYFRIENDS RELATIONSHIP. FLASH NEWS THAT'S NOT HAPPENING. BUT YEAH I ALSO WANT TO CHECK UP ON SOME SCHOOL'S OUT THEIR AND HIT ACOUPLE MUSEUMS .. HAVE REAL SOCIAL GATHERINGS WITH MY SISTER AND HER FRIENDS DRINK A LITTLE WHINE HERE AND THEIR YOU KNOW HIT UP REAL CLUBS THAT ONLY A LIST PEOPLE GET INTO ( YEAH SIS DEFF GOT IT LIKE THAT ) CAN'T WAIT ILL DEFF MAKE SURE TO TAKE HELLA PICS NOW DONT I SOUND LIKE A BIG ASS TOURIST HAHAHA BUT DEFF HAVE TO SHOW YOU'S HOW ITS REALLY DONE. BUT I'M RUNNING SUPER LATE AND MY TRAIN WILL LEAVE MY LITTLE BUTT BEHIND WELL TA-TA.. & DID I MENTION IM THINKING OF ACTUALLY MOVING OUT THEIR FOR GOOD LET'S JUST WAIT & SEE ;] - YOURS TRULY KATHERINE * OXO

1.27.2009

BIGGIE REMAINS THE ILLEST.

BIGGIE REMAINS THE ILLEST IN MY EYES NIGGA IS AMAZING. SUNDAY EVENING I DECIDED TO SPEND QUALITY TIME W/ A COUPLE HEADS AND ENDED UP WATCHING ".NOTORIOUS." ON BOOTLEG ( a good copy at that ) WHILE ENJOYING MY CEASER SALAD :] BUT YEAH IT WAS VERY INTERESTING AND TOUCHING I REALLY GOT TO UNDERSTAND MORE IN WHAT REALLY WENT DOWN BECAUSE SOME OF THE ISH I HEARD WAS ACTUALLY RUMORS SAD BUT YEAH.. JAMAL WOOLARD WHO PLAYED BIGGIE SMALLS ( CHRISTOPHER WALLACE ) DID AN AMAZING JOB FOR BEING HIS FIRST MOVIE AND ALL AT TIMES I COULDVE SWORE HE WAS BIGGIE CRAZY HOW THEY REALLY DO LOOK ALIKE AND HE JUST DID AN AMAZING JOB TALKING LIKE HIM, WALKING LIKE HIM EVERYTHING. I'M GLAD I GOT TO SEE THE MOVIE I UNDERSTOOD ALOT ABOUT LIL KIM I HONESTLY USE TO THINK SHE WAS A LITTLE SKANK TRYING TO TAKE AWAY FAITHS HUSBAND IN THE MOVIE IT EXPLAINS IT ALL. . . I WILL BE WATCHING THIS ON THE BIG SCREEN AGAIN HOPE I DONT SHED A TEAR AGAIN LOLX O YEAH AND HOW ADORABLE CAN THIS GET HIS SON CHRISTOPHER WALLACE JR. PLAYS HIM IN THE MOVIE WHEN HE WAS YOUNG BIGGIE TOO CUTE... BUT HERE ARE A COUPLE SONGS I FREAKN CANT STOP PLAYING ENJOY -KATHERINE OXO*
















SKY'S THE LIMIT<33





WARNING



10 CRACK COMMANDMENTS



MICROPHONE MURDERER



SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ( DIFF BEAT )




BIGGIE FREESTYLE ( ILL)



& A CLASSIC JUICY... ( WHO DOSENT KNOW THE WORDS TO THIS )
WHICH HE DIDNT EVEN WRITE ON PAPER STRAIGHT SAUCY & SPIT AMAZING!



LETTER TO BIG-JADAKISS/ CLIPS OF THE NOTORIOUS MOVIE.



1.25.2009

GREAT DEAL'S =]

GOOD MORNING BLOGGER'S TODAY I AWOKE SO DISTURBED DUE TO MY LIL BRAT BROTHERS SCREAMING AND FIGHTING ABOUT WHO HIT WHO UGH BUT; I ENJOY WAKING UP EARLY YOU GET MORE STUFF DONE THAT WAY :] ANYWAY PLUS I WOULDN'T CHANGE WAKING UP EARLY TO LIL BRO'S FIGHTING, DAD BITCHING AT ME CUZ MY CLOTHES IS EVERYWHERE AND FIFOLINN WAS CRYING ALL NIGHT, AND WAKING UP TO A DELIGHTFUL BREAKFAST MADE MY MOMMA DUX ;]. I DEFF APPRECIATE ALL THE MINOR THING'S NOW SINCE I JUST MOVED BACK IN THEIR HOME. BUT I WAS CLEANING UP MY ROOM STILL AM JUST REALLY LAZY I HAVE SO MUCH CLEAN CLOTHES I HAVE TO PUT AWAY AND IT'S BEEN DAY'S I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET THING'S CORRECT BUT YEAH LOLX SERIOUSLY TODAY IS THE DAY HAHAHA. WELL YEAH I WAS GOING THREW MY MAKE-UP AND REALIZED IT'S GETTING UP THEIR I USE MAINLY CHANEL OR .MAC. THEIR THE BEST BUT; MY ULTIMATE FAVORITE MAKE-UP BRAND IS DEFF DIANNE BRILL* SHE'S AN 80'S PARTY GIRL AND PAST RUN WAY MODEL & I DISCOVERED HER MAKE-UP VALENTINE'S DAY 2007 THANX TO MY SIS , HER STORE IS BY FAR SO CUTE LIKE YOU JUST WANNA TOUCH EVERYTHING ITS ADORABLE AND HER THEME IS LINGERIE AND PINK MAJORITY AND EACH COSMETIC IS RAPPED BEAUTIFULLY EITHER SEXY OR IN ADORABLE CANDY WRAPS . WELL I'M RUNNING LOW JUST NOW AND THE LAST TIME I BOUGHT SOMETHING FROM HER STORE WAS THAT VALENTINE'S DAY SPENT $$$ IN THEIR WELL MY X DID AFTER EATING AT THE SPICE MARKET ( RECOMMEND IF YOU ENJOY THAI FOOD ) HE WAS TOO CUTE BUT I'VE BEEN SEARCHING UP HER STUFF & THE PRICE'S HAVE GONE WAYYYY DOWN I REMEMBER I BOUGHT A LIPSTICK AND EACH ONE WAS LIKE 60$ & NOW THEIR 28$ HOW COOL IS THAT! I ALSO BAUGHT A COUPLE OTHER THING'S AS WELL TOTAL WAS BANANAS BUT DEFF WORTH EVERY PENNY HER MAKE-UP IS JUST PERFECT AND I LOVEEE LOVEE LOVEE SHIMMER SO YEAH SHE'S THAT BITCH FOR THAT AND THEY ALSO GIVE U AN ADORABLE BAG AND TEE'S AND STICKER'S FOR FREE WELL THAT WAS BEFORE HOPEFULLY NOW THEY GIVE YOU MORE GOODIES :]. THEY HAVE SO MUCH NEW THING'S I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO HIT THE CITY AND RACK UP ;]




  • *.HOW ADORABLE EHHH ;] (LIP GLOSS'S)









& LAST BUT; NOT LEAST JIMMY'Z BRAND I LOVE THEM EVERY TIME I USE TO GO TO THE CITY'S MALL I'LL ENJOY VERY MUCH JUST SITTING ON THEIR HOT COUCHES OR W/E LOLS I LOVEEE THEIR STORE FROM HEAD TO TOE I OWN A COUPLE TEE'S AND ACCESSORIES SUCH AS BELTS & DISCOVERED THAT AEROPOSTAL HAS BEEN SELLING ACOUPLE OF THEIR TEE'S WTF WHAT CAVE HAVE I BEEN SITTING IN FOREAL IDK IF THIS IS RECENT OR OLD NEW'S BUT HECK IT'S DEFF NEW TO ME .. I FOUND A FEW TEE'S FROM AERO WHICH ARE ON SALE ACTUALLY ENJOY ( PSSST GO TO THEIR STORE BETTER OR SHOP ONLINE THEY ARE AMAZING WELL TO ME THEY ARE ) ;] HTTP://WWW.JIMMYZSURFCO.COM/




DISTURBED BLOGGER <|3


WHAT A SATURDAY NIGHT . . . ATE A BIG OL' BOWL OF MANGU ( A DOMINICAN BREAKFAST MIND YOU LOLX ) AND WATCHED FIGHT CLUB W/ FIFOLINN I SWEAR HE'S THE BEST PUSSY I COULD'VE EVER!! ASKED FOR DUDE BE MADD HUMAN-ISH I DIDN'T SPEND A WHOLE WEEK AT MY HOUSE & WHEN I SAT DOWN TO CHECK MY EMAIL'S HE SITS NEXT TO ME AND FREAKN HUGS MY LEG LOLX I KNOW I KNOW YOU GUYS MUST BE LIKE THIS BITCH LYING I SWEAR IF I HAD MY DAMN CAMERA RIGHT NEXT TO ME YOU WOULD'VE BEEN CRACKING UP SHXT WAS MADD FUNNY. HE'S TOO CUTE. BUT YEAH HERE I AM LISTENING TO "DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL- BY MONICA" LOLX STRAIGHT MADD EMO YEAH DUDE ISSUES BOOOOOO BUT; YEAH IT'S DEFF ONE OF THOSEEE DAYSSS A GIRL GOES THREW. . . . BUT I WAS GOING THREW A COUPLE BLOGS TODAY & ONCE AGAIN ONE TOUCHED ME LIKE HIT THE RIGHT SPOT IDK I JUST REALLY DETEST WHEN PEOPLE TALK ABOUT CERTAIN ISSUES AND CRITICIZES AS IF THEY BEEN IN THEM SHOES IDK. SHE DID HAVE A POINT IN ONE PART BUT THEN NO.... THE WHOLE TOPIC WAS ABOUT GIRL'S GETTING ABUSED AND HOW GIRLS ARE STUPID TO STICK AROUND , IF A NIGGA HIT HER SHE'LL DO THIS AND THAT. HONESTLY SHE IS RIGHT IN A GIRL BEING STUPID IN STAYING. YES! TOTALLY UNDERSTANDABLE BUT; THEIRS MANY REASONS WHY A CHICK STAYS MAJOR PART IS LOVE . I CAN RELATE YES THIS IS VERY OPEN OF MYSELF TO TALK ABOUT THIS STRONG TOPIC WHICH STILL HURTS ME AT TIMES LIKE JUST THE THOUGHT. BUT, I WAS IN A STRONG/ LONG RELATIONSHIP THAT I TOOK THIS ABUSE FOR A WHILE TOO TILL ONE NIGHT SUMMER 2007 I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT WHEN I GOT IT AS IF I WAS A SIX FOOT TWO GROWN MAN. COULDN'T GO OUT FOR 31/2 MONTHS THAT'S HOW BAD THEM PUNCHES FUCKED UP MY FACE. WHEN IT HAPPENS FOR THE FIRST COUPLE TIMES YOU TAKE IT THEN STARTS HURTING YOU SOO BAD LIKE YOU REALLY WANNA PRESS THE TRIGGER . CRAZY CUZ I USE TO BE THE MAIN ONE TO CRITICIZE ONE OF MY COUSINS TILL I WAS IN THEM DAMN SAME SHOES LIKE ILL KILL A MOTHA FUCKA IF HE DARED AND SO FORTH NO YOU WONT SHIT HURTS SO BAD NOT ALL THAT PHYSICALLY BUT EMOTIONALLY THE MOST ITS LIKE U EAT THEM SHITS BUT IN TEARS. YOUR JUST SOOO SHOCKED THAT YOU CANT REACT BECAUSE YOUR BABY YOUR ALL IS REALLY DOING THIS LIKE WHY? IT WASN'T ALWAYS YELLING & FIGHTS ONLY WHEN HE DRANK I HATED THOSE NIGHTS. I WASN'T SCARED NOTHING JUST STAYED BY HIS SIDE DUE TO HOPE MAYBE JUST MAYBE ONE DAY HELL CHANGE LOVE THAT'S WHY. SCARED NA BUT YEAH THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS BLOG IS JUST SHE SAID SHE FELT NO SYMPATHY CUZ GIRLS WHO GET ABUSED ARE STUPID , THAT SHE WOULD HIT A NIGGA IDK I FELT SOME TYPE OF WAY LIKE I'M NOT ASKING NO ONE TO FEEL ALL BAD AND SHIT FOR ME CUZ AINT NO NEED FOR ALL THAT I'M ONE STRONG ASS BITCH AND I'M THANKFUL FOR ALL I'VE BEEN THREW JUST DON'T SIT HERE AND CRITICIZE AND TALK SMACK IF YOU NOT INSIDE A POOR GIRLS HEAD NOR EVER BEEN THREW SOMETHING SO PAINFUL. MANY REASONS MANY FEMALES ACROSS THE WORLD PUT UP WITH THIS IS BACUSE LOVE, FEAR IN LOSING THEIR LIVES, SOME MAY HAVE NO MONEY TO SUPPORT THEM SELF'S ( WHICH I FIND CRAZY BUT, THAT'S ONE REASON AS WELL ) , TO KEEP A FAMILY FOR THEIR CHILDREN , THE LIST CAN GO ON . . SHIT'S JUST ALWAYS EASIER SAID THAN DONE. WALK AWAY BITCH BLAZEBLAH NA LIVE IT THEN TALK. THANKFULLY I WALKED AWAY BUT, I STILL TALK TO THE DUDE HAVE MADD LOVE FOR HIM HE'S MY FIRST LOVE AND THAT AINT NEVER GONNA CHANGE BUT HIM GETTING LOCKED UP & ANGER MANAGEMENT CLASSES AND ALCOHOLIC CLASSES DEFF HELPED HIM HE NOW CONTROLS HIS ANGER EVERYTHING VERY WELL THEIRS ALWAYS A SOLUTION TO IT ALL PEOPLE DO CHANGE YOU KNOW NOT ALL BUT SOME VERY SMALL AMOUNT "/ BUT YEAHHH JUST HAD TO TAKE THAT OFF MY CHEST. JUST REMEMBERED IT'S HIS BDAY TODAY LOLS WELL IT HIT 12 ALREADY SO IT WAS SO SHOUT OUT TO LOSO* BIG OL 2-4! HE PROBABLY DRINKING HIS ASS OFF NOW LOLS OR AT A TITI BAR WOO0-HOO0 . . ...WELL THOSE WERE MY THOUGHTS TODAY I WONDER IF I MADE ANY SENSE LOLS. OX<3



  • *.YES IM MADLY INLOVE<3>
LICKY LICKY. . . (^v^)
DAMN SPOILED BABY COULD NEVER DRINK
WATER FROM HIS BOWL HAS TO BE FRESH .LOL.

1.22.2009

MIDNIGHT & COLADAS


PISSY FCKN DRUNK AND ITS NOT EVEN MIDNIGHT YET OKAY I'M LYING IN ABOUT ONE MINUTE IT'LL HIT 12: OO AM AND NO I'M NOT TECHNICALLY PISSY DRUNK PERSAY I'M TIPSY LOLS AND I SIT HERE BLOGGING AND LOOKING DOWN AT MY EMPTY LETTER I'VE BEEN TRYING TO WRITE TO A SECRET SOMEBODY IT'S LIKE I WAS SOBER & HAD SO MUCH TO SAY NOW I'M LIKE ( blank ) DEFF FEEL ALL BURNT & ISHH LOL BUT; ILL BE ALRIGHTY I SUPPOSE. WHO GETS DRUNK OFF OF PInA COLADAS ?! & WHO WRITES LETTERS THAT'S SO MIDDLE SCHOOL :] LOL
MOM'S A BEAST MADE THESE PINA COLADAS JUST
THE WAY I LIKE CREAMY AND STRONG BUT; STILL NO EXCUSES I DEFF NEED TO GO OUT MORE & DRINK LIKE A NORMAL 2O YEAR OLD HOW EMBARRASSING ME & MY HOME GIRL ( no names ) LMFAO DRINK LIKE 3 SHOTS AND CATCH OURSELVES CRACKING UP FOR APPARENTLY NOTHING OR JUST DAZED OFF SMILING STRAIGHT LOOKING CRAZY HAHAHAHA MAN O MAN WE TOO MUCH. BUT LET'S SEE WEEKEND WAS PRETTY WHACK! WENT TO AROMAS FOR THE BOO'S BDAY I SWEAR THAT PLACE IS DEFF FALSE ADVERTISED SHIT WAS EMPTY ASS HELL COMPARE TO PLACES IM USE TO AND UHM AS I ALWAYS SAY SAME HEADS SAME B.S. SHIT'S ANNOYING. BUT GLAD I WENT OUT NOTICED ALOT IN WHO'S REAL & WHO'S JUST REALLY SNEAKY/GRIMMY THAT'S ELIZABETH FOR YA ONCE AGAIN!! I WAS FEELING NICE ME & MY HOME GIRL MILLZ GOT IN ARGUMENTS W/ BOTH OUR BOO'S I SWEAR WASTE OF AN OUTFIT & TIME MATTER FACT I DON'T EVEN THINK I SNAPPED A PIC IF I DID PROBABLY ONE SO YOU KNOW THE NIGHT WAS WHACK BUT PRETTY MUCH THAT WAS MY SAT. AND TO TELL U FRIDAY SUPER EXCITED TO SEE THE BIGGIE MOVIE AND "EVERYWHERE" TECHNICALLY THAT SHIT WAS SOLD OUT SO NOPE DIDN'T GET TO SEE IT NEITHER. SUNDAY I JUST CHILLED IN TYPE WORE SWEATS AND ALL AND WATCHED "THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON" O DEAR THAT MOVIE WAS LOOOOONNNGGGG!! I REALLY EXPECTED SOMETHING ELSE IT WAS OKAY BUT HONESTLY BORING IDK IT WAS DRAGGING HARD BODY ONLY PART I FOUND FUNNY WAS THE OLD PEOPLE DITO THEIR WAS ONE GUY THAT GOT STRUCK BY LIGHTNING SUPPOSEBLY HE WAS TOO FUNNY WELL THE MINOR PIC THAT WOULD POP UP OF HIM GETTING SHOCKED LOL :] BUT YEAH PRETTY MUCH WHAT I DID HOW INTERESTING RIGHT LOLS WHAT A BORING WEEKEND REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE A `BLAST THEIRS GOES TO SHOW YOU THAT WHEN U SUPER PLAN THINGS OUT IT ALWAYS GOES WRONG BUT; HERES A PIC THAT I RECENTLY TOOK AND OF MY BABY FIFOLINN HE'S JUST TOO CUTE I SWEAR HE'S LIKE A REAL BABY BUT CHAO OXO -KATHERINE*

1.14.2009

the middle of the week =]

Miercoles finally!!!! to me this week has been dragging & finally the middle of the week woo-hoo and for MOST the weeknd begin's tommorrow so lucky you's. but nothing biggie has occurred in my life no drama nothing of that matter thankfully. Yet once again one of my main girl's gets into non-sense wamp wamp yes a girl fight in which when i heard of it i was very shooked since it was about an arguement that occured B.C type. the other female says she won but; yet my girly has no marks nothing on her face but i wasen't their so i can't really say much, but did see my homegirl's face so dude are u serious? ayy honestly how old are we ? But that's non of my bussiness just i guess something minorly interesting that occured around my way lols. NOT!! But; today was so ugh to me. . me & my babycakes were arguing last night even fell asleep in tear's and for some odd reason woke up all sentamental & shit like a little ass bitch. like you could of literally told me one of your curls is fcked up i wouldve shed a tear how pathetic. It's just crazy how your world can go all types of wrong yet be in heaven when your happy or aggravated at your boo amazing right how love works .But; anywhoo Lately i've been noticing that everything i have planned for the day i NEVER accomplish and that to me is very ironic because since i haven't been sleeping at my baby's house to think i would get shit done in the house but starting tommorow before doing what everyone want's me to do for them i'ma handle mine's cuz i've been slacking & that's a big no no in my book. ahh Viernes i have many thing's planned must buy an outfit for saturday since it's my baby's bday HOPEFULLY no drama goes down over where were going to be cuz i'll be really up-set like it's a special day =] plus i hate all that bullshit. & the Notorious movie come's out that day so me & the hubby & acouple people / couples will go see it together i've been dying to see this flick since november better be good... then saturday PARTY! i'm all souped up since i'm ALWAYS home goshh don't kill k ;) just not my mond-sund shit wtf like who really goes out every single day & like dies if their home not me okay i'ma a grandma oh well i'm perfectly satisfied being one shit no - drama and i keep a smile on my baby's face. while single so call happy btchs be out every day and that's the life? confused they just need a nice boobie well omg before i end this blog. i was reading threw my a couple of my bloggers blog's & came across the video below i was very disturb and felt some type of way although i grew up w/ both of my amazing parent's i still did like i have cousin's , close friend's , my sister that grew up in single parent home's and deff didnt grow up in the way this bitch is talking about in this video. like be foreal mind you bitch dont even got kid's of her own and is talking some bullshit. and notice how she was being minorly racist well she was just trying to keep in on the DL type <- DL word all old hahaha. but yeah watch every second of it just crazy.. she got some nerve >:[




1.13.2009

Bazaar idea's



well today i finally got my issue of Bazaar Magazine after fighting with them threw the phone due to receiving it so god damn late. and i was very satisfied with it read every damn page and observed very well & I'm seeing metallic nail polish is in , smoky eyes are back as well with a touch of gold and metallic eyeliner i already do so at times glad to see I'm in style with make-up lols. Very popular i see is the accessories for the up DO's such as ribbon's . VERY NICE! Then i came across Victoria Beckham's interview god i love her she's AMAZING to me and ill kill to just wear one of her shoes if i can even walk in a pair LOL but; she has finally decided to do her own clothing line so far nice nice nice feel in love with this one specific dress of thee color white amazing! wish i could find a damn pic but i couldn't find it :[. BIG surprise also, that Marc Jacobs is naked modeling for Louis Vuitton the new bags are very retro but kinda funky and the new flower design is my favv although I've seen better but; still cool for this spring i suppose. well here are some picture's of what i thought looked hot. ;] & this ring i loved !! Plain but i love it that way that's the type of gal i am flashy at times yet simple.
ENJOY. OXO





ps: oh yeah looking at the NYLON website i found and saw that LILY ALLEN* is back
and has a new yet very common look is this like totally in black hair and dumb short. well ill stick to letting my damn hair grow shit took me a whole year to grow out to the length it is "/ since i was double guessing it due to my babycakes was suggesting i cut it SHORT SHORT.







&&& last but not least this bitch go hard god she makes me wanna practice this 100 x's in the mirror might just sign up for belly dancing classes do something new and productive lols. ;)




1.12.2009

Memories yet a new adventure. . .


Reminiscing with my wifey Melly today has made me just sit back & think back and wow how my life , feelings , and new faces have come in this new chapter in my life & it's crazy because i NEVER ever thought old faces can slowly vanish. straight brings tears to my eyes how hard i worked to make us stay strong the battles i faught felt forever but i won, lost, then won the whole championship and looking at the trophy i saw blood , pain, tear's and just didnt want that no more. 4 years ... 4 fucking years i stayed true so damn true man hate starts to build he was the one! the one my mom till this day loves mom never ever approved of no damn dude but him he was different. i fucking hate him yet love then hate the shit you put me threw just why why me the girl who stayed home cooked cleaned looked only at him you was my world my one & only my homie my ride o die bitch my love my poohbear the list can go on but why hurt myself in continuing. ( pause ) - wipes her tear's . . . . . . . . CRAZY!!! letting go is by far the hardest thing to ever do to pretend this amazing person never changed your life never played a BIG role in your crazy ass world. ( sigh's ) and you remain HURT you close your eyes and just cant picture him w/ someone else but cannot be with him & when u think of being once again the pain and this new person that has entered your life changes it all and reminds you this is why we are no longer!!! memories come and remain as just an old photograph. But.. i thank god thing's happend the way it did i learned i deserve better and running back to scars just cant do it i cannot live with the fact i stayed so so true mind, body, and soul to him and he just choose pussy over all this.. a man so perfect as i thought i suppose a man WILL deff just be a man. sad but life at one point was hell and now i'm in heaven stronger than ever. new faces become friends then to close ones to now my babycakes :-] yes! i found love again gosh we been threw it all as well in a short period of time a year and some change but yeesh our story is CRAZIER. . . my freckles was my dear friend he was going threw the same issues as i and we would just simply be their for e.o and bamm cupid struck HARD BODY. now i can't be without him. we've been threw crazy ex's trying to get us both back a pregnancy that just wasent ment to be i suppose & losing her made us STRONGER THAN EVER when i had just love for him became i'm inlove. to learining so much from each other and understanding each others ways to appriciating each others presense. My past comes to thought at times but; i cant shake these new feelings i have gained. my freckles means ALOT to me and i'm ready for w/e it is our future brings us im down and READY!! so this blog was really touching just shit that at times pops in my head straight got all emotional to okay better jolly type lols hubby says im just weired and a little bipolar. but; i cant hold in pain that still yet at times comes to thought. "/ well here are some old pictures and eh from the new adventure....

Memoriess.....

New adventuress. . .

Man these were some great times although theirs WAY more pic's =]

1.04.2009

2009* . . .



It's officially a month today since the last time i blogged "/ & that's very bad but; i do apologize I've been hella busy w/ work , hubby... okay I'm lying a little I'm losing interest in the internet world it's getting extremely whack!! i even erased the space for a few & re-did an account due to boredom but this time ONLY adding people that are actually real & uhm my good ole pal's that's all. :] but wow SOO FAST and were in 2009 jesus 3 more years and the world will end as piri says lmao j/k but werd up 2008 passed so quickly although i dont even feel bad shxt was by far wack so ehh w/e lol. i had such a nice time on new years didnt really expect it but; i honestly did & nope deff didnt do the whole clubbing thing if you must know it's just not my style you'll catch me shaking my bun's like woof once a blue i find it wack same ol' people dique balling , wack ass btchs acting like they shxt dont stink its ridic werd up so i decided to just remain indoors w/ my famm & hubby and some of my close girls came threw to mi casita with their boo's so it was like a little ass couples shxt :] then we all headed to my boys crib and got dumb saucy no fights none of that occured which i'm extremly happy gosh leave all that behind shxt's TACKYYYY !! and deff not lady like as alley banga says damit i wont 4get that night he kept repeating that to me on thanksgiving when yes my little self had to mushh and punch skanky as thais at Lunas :-X how embarrising just many btchs think cuz yeah im skinny and tiny im a punk and wont do shxt think again dont sleep on skinny btchs we bout it lol ( giggling ) no 4real hahahaa. but anyyywhoooo yeah so my new years was deff amazing. But lets see i'm all fcked up straight talking about new years and skipped xmas :-D but yeah xmas was deff good as well got everything i wanted but my labtop which eh isnt a problem due to the fact i don't even want that anymore wamp wamp i baught my babycakes exactly what he wanted my little brothers the list goes on just smiles everywhere i looked... well my fat ass cat is whinning his life away here so i'll deff make this one short as well and heres some pics of xmas & new years :] ta-ta oxo -katherine p.s lets leave the hater ish in 2008 ;]







New Years Eve w/ my cutie pies*


our 1st 2009* kiss